Spoke to BCH and still no beds available, we have a new date yippee!! Josh will be admitted on Thursday 20th January and will have op on the 21st eek..
The last few weeks have been just awful. not knowing if and when we may get the call, constantly checking phone just in case! Least we have a few more weeks at home unless a bed becomes available and there are no more emergencies.
Its going to be a busy few weeks with Christmas and birthday parties before we know it Josh will be in.So many people have said"least you have Christmas" and it is lovely to be home for Christmas but it doesn't take the anxiety,stress that horrid feeling of handing your child over to the surgical team and not being in control and having no real say what's best for your child.I am dreading that fact of not really being able to put my arms around him and making things better with a special mummy cuddle or Huggle as Josh calls it! its frightening going into unknown again but I keep thinking of all the positives, seeing my baby pink, being able to run with his friends, climb stairs without being puffed! Hopefully have bigger appetite.Just want this to be over in so many ways but so bloody scared its unreal.
I feel so tired because I haven't slept properly for weeks.On a positive note we have booked a holiday to Turkey with our friends Gemma and Ade (Alfie's Mum and Dad)so looking forward to it, so back on the weight watchers hopefully lose another 12lb or a little more!!
Josh had his first school nativity the other week. it was wonderful and how I never cried I will never now.He played a chicken!!he had marigolds on his feet LOL.. I couldn't believe how little he was but still very adorable, cute, gorgeous i could go on but then he is my beautiful son.
Have a wonderful Christmas everyone.xxx
Wednesday, 15 December 2010
Wednesday, 1 December 2010
Disneyland Paris
Where to start!!
When we arrived at the hotel they upgraded us to vip (very nice!!) we were told we need to go to Warner studio on Wednesday at 3pm all very secretive!
The room was lovely, the kids both had mickey mouses on the bed, dressing gowns and slippers, didn't get that last time!!
So Wednesday came poor Megan and Me both had D&V, thankfully mine only lasted a few hours but poor Meg was up most night and looked pretty poorly, but one thing i will say is she carried on enjoying the day. what a day it was, we saw the stitch live show first which was brilliant and then we went to see what the surprise was, wow we had a special meet and greet with the characters and got into the rides without queuing which was great.
Friday was magical, Josh's best friend Alfie came with his mum,dad and brother it was wonderful and the look on the two boys faces was worth every penny.We had a wonderful time with them all and would love to do it again. It makes us realise just what good friends we have.
When we arrived at the hotel they upgraded us to vip (very nice!!) we were told we need to go to Warner studio on Wednesday at 3pm all very secretive!
The room was lovely, the kids both had mickey mouses on the bed, dressing gowns and slippers, didn't get that last time!!
So Wednesday came poor Megan and Me both had D&V, thankfully mine only lasted a few hours but poor Meg was up most night and looked pretty poorly, but one thing i will say is she carried on enjoying the day. what a day it was, we saw the stitch live show first which was brilliant and then we went to see what the surprise was, wow we had a special meet and greet with the characters and got into the rides without queuing which was great.
Friday was magical, Josh's best friend Alfie came with his mum,dad and brother it was wonderful and the look on the two boys faces was worth every penny.We had a wonderful time with them all and would love to do it again. It makes us realise just what good friends we have.
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